I KNEW SHE WOULD LEAVE..!

Stranded between problems, I remained
Begging for a soul to pull me out
She came with a smile and pulled me,
Away from all the pain that was mine..

'Never too late man' she advised me
Tapping on my shoulders to move on
But, I never thought she would leave me
Pushing me to hell again..

The closer she was, the farther she went
Now, just the sight of me irritates her
Anything which made me unhappy, made her happy
Always for her to be happy, I remained unhappy..

I always wanted to be first in her life
Which made fights common between us..
The heights of possessiveness was unexplainable
And so, I knew she would leave me..

Now, she left me as I was bugging enough
The feeling of being hated kills me inside
I need her back badly for what she was
But now, she was always happy being without me..

I just cant see her smile now
I just can see her moving away from me
I just do not wanna lose her now
For, none can replace her in my life

I still sit in dark and think
What went wrong between us
Maybe I was too caring and affectionate to her
Which was not what she expected

I knew she would leave me
With a huge sigh of relief,
Thinking that I am happy without her
But, here I lay collapsed, in her thoughts madly..

Sriram Kumar..