Thursday, November 18, 2010

உயிரே....

என் கண்கள் ஏன்குதோ !
உன்னை காண...
என் உதடுகள் துடிகுதோ !
உன்னை முத்தமிட..
என் கைகள் வேண்டுதோ !
உன்னை அனைக்க
என் கால்கள் ஓடியதோ !
உன்னை சேர்ந்திட 
என் உடல், பொருள், ஆவி 
அனைத்தும் உன்னகே 
என் உயிர் காதலி..

வந்தனன் கண்டேன் 
உன் பளீர் மிகு மேனியை 
என்னை கண்டனன் நீ சென்றாய் 
என்னை சேராமல் ! யார் என்று தெரியாமல்!
காதலின் வலி இதுவோ?
என்று நான்  எண்ணினேன்..
வலியும்  சுகமே என்று நன் சிரித்தேன் 

என் வாழ்க்கையில் நீ தான் 
என்றேன் நான் !
ஆனால் ஏமாளியோ நான் 
உன் வாழ்க்கையில் யார் என்று எண்ணவில்லை 
என்றும் வெற்றி நிச்சயம் என்ற எனக்கு 
தோல்வியை நீ புகட்டினாய் 

உன்னை காண ஏங்கும் என் கண்களை 
இனி என்னால் ஏமாற்ற முடியாது 
ஆதலால் அவைகளை என்றென்றும் மூடினேன் 
"உயிர் கொடுப்பான் தோழன் , உயிர் எடுப்பாள் காதலி" 
என்பது உண்மையாகிவிட்டது ...

இந்த நொடியிலும் நீ தான் வந்தாய் 
என் கனவிலும் உன்னை பற்றி நான்  நினைக்க! 
நம் காதல் தொடரும் என்று நீ சொல்ல,
பார்க்க வேண்டாம் என்று கண்களை மூடிய 
பிறகும் நீ வந்தாய் ! எண்ணத்தில் 

உன்னை மறக்க முடியாது என்று நினைத்து 
என் வெற்றியை விலகி சென்றேன் நான்        
ஆனால் அன்பே நீ என்னக்கு தந்த தோல்வியும் வெற்றிதான் 

                                                                   இப்படிக்கு நான் 

             அன்புள்ள நீ....    
                                                                 ஸ்ரீ ராம் குமார்.....


  

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

I KNEW SHE WOULD LEAVE..!

Stranded between problems, I remained
Begging for a soul to pull me out
She came with a smile and pulled me,
Away from all the pain that was mine..

'Never too late man' she advised me
Tapping on my shoulders to move on
But, I never thought she would leave me
Pushing me to hell again..

The closer she was, the farther she went
Now, just the sight of me irritates her
Anything which made me unhappy, made her happy
Always for her to be happy, I remained unhappy..

I always wanted to be first in her life
Which made fights common between us..
The heights of possessiveness was unexplainable
And so, I knew she would leave me..

Now, she left me as I was bugging enough
The feeling of being hated kills me inside
I need her back badly for what she was
But now, she was always happy being without me..

I just cant see her smile now
I just can see her moving away from me
I just do not wanna lose her now
For, none can replace her in my life

I still sit in dark and think
What went wrong between us
Maybe I was too caring and affectionate to her
Which was not what she expected

I knew she would leave me
With a huge sigh of relief,
Thinking that I am happy without her
But, here I lay collapsed, in her thoughts madly..

Sriram Kumar..

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Pain of Love..

She said she loved me
She said she cared
She said she would do anything for me
But, why am I the one
Lying alone here?

She said she would do anything
Just for three little words
Then why was I the one
To prove myself to her?

She said she would never hurt me
She said she would never leave me
Then why am I,
Sitting all alone here
Waiting for a miracle to happen

She said she would do anything,
To make me happy
She said she would never betray
Then why was I the one,
To be cheated on?
Just to realize that I am not the one..

Pain of love?
Truth of heart?
She just cannot leave me here,
She would never just break my heart!

She said she loved me
She said she cared
She said she would even die for me
So why am I the one,
To be collapsed badly on the floor..!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Pain- Inside Myself...

Lonely and hurt
Broken I remain..
Residing in hell
Living in pain..

Masked by lies
I slowly fade away
The nightmare I live with,
each and everyday..

"Stay strong, keep going"
"Its never too late.." they said
No one seems to realize
Its no worth to wait..

There is nothing called,
Help outside your own self
Its you against yourself
With the demons intertwined

Its a battle hard fought,
But never to be won..
Either way, you end up losing,
When its all said and done...

Too late she came and passed
and of now, there is nothing more
I wrote my own ending,
And I shut my own door..

"Live your life to the fullest"
thats what they all advised..
But whats the point trying..

WHEN I'M ALREADY DEAD....!!


This is not my own poem.. But I just posted it coz I love the way the guy has written it! :) 

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Love Its Magical :)

Its a word commonly used
When two hearts are completely fused..
When just the thought of her gives delight
Its shows the bonding is very tight..

When I look into her eyes
A cold breeze,freezes me..
And, the moment she smiles,
She waves off my cries completely..

Either way I end up thinking of her
Waiting for that moment in life,
That moment when I have her shoulders forever
As she completely becomes mine...

The happiness in seeing her smile everytime,
Is uncountable as the stars in the sky..
Its my duty to keep that dimple active
As long as she lives with me..

I was a lonely guy amidst darkness
She pulled me away and showed me light,
The time when she held my hand to lead the way
I thought I should never leave them forever

The times I have had problems
I search for her shoulders to rest on,
The tap she gives me on my head softly
Gives me equal relief as my mother's laps..

As of now forever, I dont wanna lose you
As you have become my life forever
The pain of separation is unexplainable
But, I'm sure you wont put me back to darkness again..! :)

Sriram Kumar....

Friday, September 10, 2010

A Start..

Being a younger guy in age.. Highly influenced by Vikram's blogs.. I have joined Blogger to share my views, stories and life incidents too..!! As I am a new user.. Kindly bear with me if I do anything wrong and help me in rectifying the same..

Sriram.... :)